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| Sunday, November 7th, 2004 | | 10:57 pm |
"All yall bitches are ugg-llyy....Igght....Holla!"
This weekend was awesome. Friday was work, then we all went out for Jackie's birthday. Saturday was Dane's party at Chelsea's house. Got drunk, pierced shit, smoked cigarettes??, danced in the "lean back line", fell asleep. haha fun times. we are such idiots when we drink but it was worth it. and, today i did my art project and chem. project and then fell asleep for lke 5 hours, ha. now im over my cousin's and bored, watching school of rock.
Sunday will be great. Me and Michelle are going to an all day show at the troc to see some of our friends bands play. I think it will be fun and i haven't been to a show in awhile so im excited. Current Mood:  lazy | | Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004 | | 3:54 pm |
I choose my company by the beating of their hearts, not the swelling of their heads.
Long time no update. Let's see...
nothing new, as ever. i've been spending a lot of time with old friends, basically just fucking around and having too much fun. haha. Halloween was kick ass. First we all went around the neighborhood and met up with everyone. We all got dressed up. Some cotumes better then others...of course laur and dane's come in first...ha. Chelsea yet again was X-tine. And i was a school girl because i didn't wanna wear my pimp costume anymore. Afterwards we all went back to Chel's and drank. it was fun. then i went down to bridesburg to sleep over shannon's house. we were up till like 3 30 and that crazy bitch woke me up at 9 am. haha by sticking a hemp string up my nose...definitly thought it was a bug. That's pretty much it though, well from what i can remember.
This saturday is jackies birthday (whoohoo 17!) so i think were going out then to some midnight bowling thing, haha, that should be comical.
who knows what else this weekend will consist of. I hope it's fun though.
I am soo lonely...i gotta get back out there. oh, i will.
thee end. <3 Current Mood:  lonely | | Wednesday, October 27th, 2004 | | 8:28 pm |
Halloween.
Halloween is this sunday and i still have no plans. I've been invited to so many different places but i don't want to go to any of them. I duno...i do know that i am being a PIMP though...not like i need a costume though...ohhhhhhhhhhh. haha, hopefully it ends up being a fun night. I duno what else i am doing this wonderful weekend, besides work on friday. We'll see what happens i guess. I'm gunna go and do my art quarterly...ugh. Later xo
XoXocHeLs29oXoX: im bein a flapper for halloween
XoXocHeLs29oXoX: they were like hoes in da 20's yo Current Mood:  worried | | Wednesday, October 20th, 2004 | | 10:23 pm |
Me:Grand MasterC!
Shannon: Double J!
Me: reppin' the..215?!
Shannon: MFR, niggaa.
(Oh, how I love these gangster talks we have every single day!)
Today was Terra Novas. They suck soo bad. 5 hours of nothing but filling in circles gets pretty boring. I didn't get home until 12. I fell asleep at like 2 and didn't get up until 6:30. I sleep so much lately it's insane. Tomorrow is more tests, but we get out at 11, so that's cool. Haha, oh yeah...and thanks to Amanda for flipping out during homeroom! That was the highlight of my day, definitly! Who else threatens to break someone in half? hahaha, you're one crazy bitch, and i love it! Another highlight was this morning though. Lovely finding out 2 of you'r best friends sat home last night and wrote out a list about their friends...ugliest to prettiest....dumbest to smartest. That's so lame. Oh, the joy of hypocrisy. That's it. <3 Current Mood:  bored | | Monday, October 18th, 2004 | | 10:58 pm |
you my dear, are the one i fear today.
I had a good weekend. Friday was real boring until I ended up at some random party, then it got better. Saturday was awesome. Me, Laur, Dane, Beckie, Michelle, Jackie, Chalie, Jess and Jess went to the Bates Motel. It was real scary. The people were all about touching you. One the hayride, some freaky dead guy was like rubbing my neck and head...it was pretty weird. But, I did have a lot of fun there. I think it was in Bradysville, Pa or something, I duno. Then, Sunday I went to Oxford Valley with Kierstin and got a new track jacket and 2 new pairs of jeans. I love that mall. So much cleaner then the malls in Philly...haha.
I didn't go to school today because I was so tired and didn't feel like it. But happy birthday Beckie! Staying home is pretty cool because you've got the house to yourself and all, but it's boring because there's nothing to do because everyone is at school. I basically slept till like 3:30. owell. That was my day though.
Life is so boring anymore. Save me. Current Mood: depressed | | Monday, October 11th, 2004 | | 8:14 pm |
Oh, my tonges the only muscle on my body that works harder then my heart.
Just live up to you'r first impression.
Tomorrow is one month since Brittney passed away. I just found pictures of us from grade school dances hugging and smiling. It's hard to look at them and know she's gone forever and that I can't run up to her tomorrow in school and show her them and laugh at our outfits and hair. It's just so so sad. I really thought it would get easier for everyone, but it hasn't. I wonder if it ever will. It's like no matter what, the whole thing is in the back of everyone's minds. I just pray for her parents and close friends everyday that they can keep being strong and keep holding onto the memories they shared. And, Brit we still all miss you so much and I know everyone always will. <3 Current Mood: crushed | | Sunday, October 10th, 2004 | | 10:49 pm |
You're the brightest little firefly in my jar.
"Ladies leave you'r man at home...the house is full of bawlas and we're about to get drunk"- stupid drunken comment Last night was awesome. We partied it up like no other. Haha, so many funny things happened I can't even begin to name them. The best was definitly Alyssa and that old man in the diner. I love you Lyss but you're an idiot sometimes, hahaha, who would ask someone that besides you. Ohhh yeahhh...and when a zombie look alike walked in the house...that's priceless. But yeah I had a bunch of people over. Early in the night it was all my friends, their boyfriends, etc. Later, they left and people from Oakmont and stuff came over. It was a fun night. It was nice hanging out with all those Meridian bitches again. I missed them so much and I forgot how much fun I have when their around. Their like the only people I can be myself around and I love that. I mean, who else would I let witness me break dance? haha. "LEAN BACK LINE" There's a lot more but I don't feel like typing anymore. Later. <3 Courtney Current Mood:  exhausted | | Saturday, October 9th, 2004 | | 12:42 am |
random nakedness is way cool
1 word...STREAKING!
Haha! Basically the highlight of my night was watching some random kid run the bases of ramp...butt ass naked. Oh the joy of Philadelphia. Supposedly, getting naked and running around the field is "the new cool thing." I duno if I agree, but that's cool if you are outgoing enough to bare it all for 50 million girls. But yeah, tonight was a keg but of course it got raided and we all had to hike our asses all the way up to Holme Circle. Good god it is boring up there, so we left and went down to mayfair. Well me and some kid I just met tonight...umm Pat I think? We walked to Wawa and stuff because we were bored due to that fact that everyone else stayed at Dunkin Donuts and Tara and her guy were making out like crazy. It was ok we just talked about music and stuff. He's like 12 probably though, so yeah not too much fun, but better then being alone, and way better then watching people make out all night.
But tonight was not too much fun. Hopefully tomorrow will be though. I'm pretty sure there will be a party. Who knows.
That's it.
<3Courtney Current Mood: lonely | | Sunday, October 3rd, 2004 | | 8:37 pm |
This weekend was a lot of fun. Friday, I was walking around and ran into Jackie and I went with her to Beckie's so she could dye her hair brown. After that, I got a call to go up to the tracks and drink. Then, Steve Miller was having people over for a party so me and a bunch of other people went there and slept over. It was awesome. Met a bunch of new people, one of which looked identical to Fefe Dobson. Word to that. Saturday, I had to stay in and babysit but I didn't really care because I was tired as shit anyway. And, today I basically slept the day away and did my art project. School is tomorrow. I hope this week goes fast. <3Courtney Current Mood:  cold | | Monday, September 27th, 2004 | | 9:49 pm |
Sing like you think no one's listening...
So, I'm still soo sick. It's horrible! Everything is so sore...it really does suck. Today was school. It was ok. I got a lot of homework, so that sucks. Art was cool though because the teacher wasn't in so me and Shannon just chilled and drew crazy ass pictures. For example (Shannon as a Ninja Turtle). Haha, fun times. Now I'm trying to study for my test tomorrow. I don't feel like it tho. Ohh...Michelle is getting her tests done on her head and stuff tomorrow so I hope that goes well. I hope she's ok. But that's about it. <3Later Current Mood:  pleased | | Sunday, September 26th, 2004 | | 6:02 pm |
If you get bored...hit this up
1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. How have I affected you? 5. What do you think of me? 6. What's the fondest memory you have of me? 7. How long do you think we will be friends? 8. Do you love me? 9. Do you have a crush on me? 10. Would you kiss me? 11. Would you hug me? 12. Physically, what stands out? 13. Emotionally, what stands out? 14. Do you wish I was cooler? 15. On a scale of 1-10, how pretty am I? 16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 17. Am I loveable? 18. How long have you known me? 19. Describe me in one word. 20. What was your first impression? 21. Do you still think that way about me now? 22. What do you think my weakness is? 23. Do you think I'll get married? 24. What makes me happy? 25. What makes me sad? 26. What reminds you of me? 27. If you could give me anything what would it be? 28. How well do you know me? 29. When's the last time you saw me? 30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 31. Do you think I could kill someone? 32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same? 33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you? Current Mood:  sick | | 12:14 am |
"It's ladies night and all the girls drink for free!" Friday night was a girls night. Me Michelle Alyssa Laur R. Lauren Lauren and Chelsea all got 2 cases and drank. We couldn't take the all girls after a while tho so some guys came up and it was alot of fun. Tonight was pretty gay. I wasn't even going to go out but then I got bored so I met up with some friends. We walked around and some how winded up at Holme Circle. Nothing to do around there either, so we came back. We all just chilled for a little and then went in. Tomorrow will be cool tho. Me Chel and maybe Lauren are going to a show at some church. Haha Chelsea won't be able to deal with going to a show minus UR-sher. But yeah..that will be the highlight of my weekend. That's about it though. There's really not too much going on in my life anymore. <3Later Current Mood: bored | | Friday, September 24th, 2004 | | 5:21 pm |
Bored...
Don't say goodnight
and walk away
without that kiss
that you owe me
Don't close you'r eyes
and say you don't want me
I wish that you'd want me now
...Screaming out loud, wanting so bad to be heard. Current Mood: lonely | | Thursday, September 23rd, 2004 | | 5:17 pm |
You're pretty fly for a white guy...
Today was ok. School is getting better, and everyone is trying really hard to get back to the way it used to be. It's really hard for most. I just hope that eventually things will become a little bit more normal. It just seems like the halls are empty, even tho they aren't, and it seems like every person in there is so half-heartedly there. I duno, it's so damn depressing. But on the brighter side of things...there's no more fighting going on in the group...that's for now away. haha. We'll see. This weekend I was supposed to go to HP but I'm not anymore bc the band I wanted to see will no longer be playing. So, no I have NO idea what I'm doing. Partying? Oh, I hope so. Anyway, I'm going to go meet Chelsea and try and find something to do. Later<3 Current Mood: calm | | Tuesday, September 21st, 2004 | | 9:29 pm |
Michelle and Beckie are my best friends for life nigga.
So nothing much has been going on for me. This weekend was fun...went to 2 parties. Blah, blah, blah. I got my hair done tonight...how cool? Na not at all. Life is pretty boring as of right now. Way too many werid ass guys who are all about stupid shit. So that stinks. I did meet a few cool guys but who knows. Im not really looking for a reltionship but just to have some fun and try new things. We'll see what comes of that. Other then that..school sucks. Its boring and stpuid this year. Ummm...yea Ive been trying to do stuff alot and party alot b/c well live it up. I hope to go to another party this weekend or maybe hang out with some old friends. Live journal entrys are stupid when life is no fun. Oohh, ooHH...soccer game today? word to that. <33Courtney Current Mood:  crazy | | Thursday, September 16th, 2004 | | 5:25 pm |
Brittney L. Schilling
1988-2004
We will all always remember you as the funny, energetic, loving, person that you were. Know that we'll always be lookin up at you b/c you're always lookin down at us. We love you and will miss you forever. xox <33 Current Mood: sad | | Tuesday, August 31st, 2004 | | 3:19 pm |
| | Friday, July 30th, 2004 | | 11:31 pm |
So yea tonight I went to Goody's viewing with Tara. SO sad. It really made me think, like life could be over tomorrow, should I really be mean to people? What if they passed away tomorrow, would I feel regret? I just asked myself so many different questions. It's just such ashame. Like once I got in the door of the place I started to cry. I wasn't even good friends with him but still it hurt soo bad to see him laying there, so helpless, and so...I duno, unable to express any sort of emotion. It was just heart-renching. I can not imagine burrying a brother, or son, or anyone for that matter. It has to be sooo difficult. I duno what I would do. But, the viewing was very beautiful. There were pictures and collages of him everywhere and like things he wrote and stuff. It was nice. He really didn't look like himself tho. Definitly not. It was pretty werid. Ugh, I just feel so bad for all of him family and friends. His poor mother and father, brothers, and little sister. My heart goes out to them. Its such ashame. After that I went to HP with Shannon and Amy. Girls night out, yo! haha It was very fun. "Smack that bitch up!" haha priceless Alright well im gunna go xo Court Current Mood: sad | | Tuesday, July 27th, 2004 | | 6:23 pm |
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Well, today Im kinda depressed now. I just found out a kid I went to grade school with died last night. We weren't friends or anything but just the fact that someone I know died...it scares me. I feel soo incredibly sorry for all of his friends and family. No one deserves to suffer like that, no one, no matter what. R.I.P Matt Goodwin you were taken way too soon -Court Current Mood:  gloomy | | Wednesday, July 21st, 2004 | | 3:31 pm |
I'm soooooooo bored right now it's pathetic
name- Courtney favorite band- Brand New favorite saying- "lets get bent, muther fucker." favorite sports team- The Nittany Lions favorite book- Something For Joey favorite actress- Mary-Kate Olsen favorite actor- Trent Ford favorite movie- Mean Girls most memorable moment- I'm not a very forgetful person so there's no moment I remember more than any other current crush- no one I consider myself...- a nice person who treats people how I would like to be treated +Right now+ im wearing- shorts and a tank top my hair is- in a pony tail my nails are- orange my hair color is- black-ish my eyes are- green +Last+ kiss- some kid Pat down the shore hug- i duno phone call- Michelle song downloaded- betterlucknextyear's fight myself, see who wins propossal- michael haggerty annoyance- no one sexual interaction- umm it was while ago..who cares time I drank- saturday down the shore time I smoked weed- a few weeks ago time I did any other drug- never IM- Alyssa thing I ate- a cookie +First+ love- tom heart break- tom person I messed around with sexually- tom (oh goodness lets forget all about that kid) +Who+ is most outgoing- myself is the prettiest- all my friends are pretty is the funniest- Brianna is the easiest to trust- Alyssa and Kierstin is the most fun to hang out with- all of them is the most down to earth- Michelle is the craziest- Meggie haha fun times Current Mood: bored |
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